ORD date: 02/07/2006

there's something strange about the SAF No. 4: every time I put it on, my IQ plummets about 50 points.

I'm officially disenchanted with NS life (again). Hate the uniform, hate the rules, hate the idea of having to do something that I don't believe in.

But then, that's duty. I don't have to like it.

hope this isn't going to extend to working life. 8 years of purposeless shuffling and living for the weekends wil be hell on earth. I'd rather die.

ORD is so far away.